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So here I am at the beginning of a possible 6 week stint of being utterly helpless. I dont know what to do. All I seem to be able to do is sit back, wait and watch… hoping for that gleam of sunlight. hoping for that small ray that shows at the end of a long narrow tunnel. Sometimes I hate the way my head is wired. Sometimes I wish I could just get a friend who is good at soldering to actually open up my head and re-wire the gooey noodley brain that resides inside. I wish I could just turn off certain aspects of my personality and put them on the shelf while they aren’t needed or more so aren’t being being fed and filled up.

Here I am… waiting… watching… hoping…

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